Embracing Identity Struggles
Butterfield discusses the painful yet necessary process of re-evaluating one's identity when undergoing a significant transformation like conversion. Once identifying proudly as a lesbian and feminist scholar, her new faith compelled her to reassess and relinquish these identities. She speaks candidly about the turmoil involved: 'I often wonder: God, why pick me? I didn’t ask to be a Christian convert.' This journey illuminates the grueling yet essential process of forging a new identity aligned with one's evolving beliefs.